"Principessa mia, quando arriverò da te saranno guai! Ti farò diventare rossa a forza di baci e ti farò mangiare fino finchè non sarai tondetta. E se non mi ubbidirai, vedrai chi è il più forte: la ragazzetta carina che non mangia abbastanza o l'omone selvaggio con la cocaina in corpo... ( #freud Sulla #cocaina )#psicologia#psicoterapia#drug#addiction ...
See, this is what I mean by addicted. I'm on 7 weeks no #THC , and only one time smoking #CBD pot a while ago. I've been using nothing but #CBDoil for almost 7 weeks. Trying to let my lungs heal. Just taking a health break. Super proud of myself. But this morning, I ran out of #CBDoil . I didnt even have a spray left. I panicked a little, of course, just like I have for 20 years when I run out because i'm addicted for sure lol. And finally I couldn't go without any longer (which was like 3 hours until the store opened), so I called my buddy and bought some #ChatlottesWeb . My whole goal is to stop smoking weed. And I've been doing really well. My lungs have to stop or i'll die young. 20 years I've been chiefing up. I did not relapse on #THC , but that in oil would of been better than smoking anything. So, at least I didn't smoke thc because i'm on a break from that, but I did smoke CBD. So, see what I mean by addicted? Even when I'm out of CBD oil, I'm stil an addict. and i panicked and my brain told me o couldn't live without some CBD. Which makes me think that I may not have space in my life anymore for CBD or just #cannabissativa anymore. Im tired of micromanaging every addiction in my life and feel like one day soon i'm going to stop all weed too. Its the only addiction I have left. I've quit caffeine, nicotine, alcohol, drugs over 16 months ago. And over 6 weeks no THC. Just CBD. I can't handle any substance. Anything i touch, even people, can become an addiction for me. And that's exhausting!!!! #cannabiscommunity#cannabisculture#marijuanamovement#weedstagram420#420#medicinalmarijuana#addiction#ganja#puffpuffpass#thc#cbdmovement#cali#norcal ...
This is a post I look forward to every year. May 20, 2010 is my clean date, which means that today I have 9 years clean and sober 🙌 and am blessed to have this little person to come along w me on the journey.
I remember asking myself how I could possibly go nine months without drinking alcohol. I wondered how much I could drink if I was pregnant and not risk harming my baby. I wondered if that would be enough for me. I panicked because I told myself I could do it and then wasn’t able to last a day without drinking to the point of passing out. I knew in my heart that there was no way I could possibly carry a child unless I gave up drinking for good, and that was a thought that completely terrified me.
I never would have gotten to this place if I was still drinking or using drugs. I wouldn’t have this family I love so much or likely be here to tell you about it. I’m beyond grateful for everything I have and for everyone who identifies with things I have to say ❤️
For anyone who may be struggling, know that getting out is possible. You have to do the work and it’s going to be hard, but there’s always a light at the end of the tunnel if you walk long enough.
There’s beautiful things when you get there. ❤️ ...