This song is about failed relationships. Keeping a relationship alive with your loved ones really relies on the effort you both put into the relationship, and once one of you stop doing that, that relationship will dwindle and eventually die out. It's shit, but it's true. *** Some background :
Back in 2015 I really went through some shit. There was someone who I considered a really close friend that started distancing themselves from me and I don't fucking know why.
I took it really personally, and couldn't look in the mirror without wondering: 'What the fuck is wrong with you?'. My self confidence was shot and I was really at an all time low.
My buddy Khathu knew of the situation, and prompted me to write about it, because that would be the best way to get this shit off my chest. He produced a killer beat under his one alias and gave it to me to start the writing process, and so I did.
I dove deep into my emotions while writing this one. I thought about this recent relationship, and past relationships that failed in a similar way. I cried. A lot. One really starts thinking of some fucked up shit when this kinda stuff happens to you over and over.
I wanted to write this song in a way that was not only relevant to me, but to others who might be going through the same shit. I looked around, saw that some of my family and friends had also gone through similar situations and I tried my best to describe how they felt too.
The chorus I wrote for this song came naturally to me, but it needed a singer. There was no way I was going to butcher this song with my terrible singing. So I asked my friend Mia to help me out as she'd done so in the past with Don't Wake Me Up. I trusted her talent and she absolutely smashed it on this track. Thanks M.
One of the hardest things I've had to learn from this all was that it's all a part of life. People will come, and people will go. Not everyone is going to be in our lives forever. We just have to accept that and move on. *** ...